My boring day!

This is the first day of my blog.  I have never done a blog before so I am new to all this stuff. I actually think that it should be quite interesting, but very time consuming. Today at work my boss wasn’t there and it actually felt kind of nice not having someone hounding us or looking over around shoulders.  But even though he wasn’t there I felt a lot more unmotivated then I usually do.  Unfortunately when he is there I feel like I am a lot more productive.  It is nice once in a while not to have to worry about that, but on the same note not. Does that even make sense?

I feel like sometimes it’s pointless to try and do my best at work due to the fact that he always seems to acknowledge other people at work and not me.  I mean I am probably the first one to always get reprimanded or made an example out of. It’s not just me saying this.  Everyone at works says this also that he would never speak to them the way he speaks to me.  I don’t know maybe he feels that because I am the youngest (almost 8 years) that he can’t treat me with the same maturity level as everyone else.

I mean he did actually mention that he seems to forget that I am not immature and that he really needs to remember that and he apologized, but what does that mean?  Does that mean that he treats me like that cause he thinks I am immature?  Am I just babbling?  Yep I think so also. Okay I’m signing off for the night I’ll check in later this week.

-Rannia