Last but not the least

This is my last offical entry that counts for my grade. It has actually been nice being able to vent on this thing. I mean I am not one for talking on a blog about my personal life, but of course since we had too it became quite interesting.

I’m still pretty stressed about about what to do with my whole class and career thing. I have a plan and I think it might actually work, but I have to talk to my advisor about it. Of course she is going to think that I have gone completely nuts cause I am going to attempt the impossible. But you know those are the crazy things I tend to do.

I think the only thing that is really still stressing me out a bit is still the whole money thing. I mean I know it’s not like I can work any fast or harder for Ry to find a job I just need to have some faith. I mean I made fun of my friends husband cause he was out of a job for a whole year and I thought to myself wow what a loser and here I am in the same situation. Ry hasn’t been out of a job for a year, but it’s almost 6 months.

He is probably going to register at RCC which is better then nothing. I mean honestly he is clean slate. He has never been to college. I tell him all the time that you can do and be whoever you want to be. I can not.

I can but that would mean having to go back and take other classes that I am not interested in. I just want him to know that if he wanted to be  doctor or a lawyer he could cause he hasn’t taken any classes or anything yet.

I guess I just need ot have some faith and in time all things will work. I love him and my family and part of me feels like I am failing cause no matter how many times something stupid happens. Someone loses their job, we move, etc…

Well like I said this is the last entry. Hope you enjoyed.